Listening to Good preachers is necessary. But praying silently on your own is eben more important.
I have been praying silently in the name of Jesus but people did not know or bother me because of my name.
I f you can pray silently you are sure. Those who are loud may not like this. Being loud may not be.
He was named Yeshua (Jesus) as he would save his people from Sin. Jesus can save
Look at the lilies,Solomon in all his glory was not clothed like this. God cares for you more as you are more valuable than lilies.
Don't you think you waste your time bothering about how you look to onlookers? I never bothered and I can look better than any of my age .